I have a new selection or new issue which is needed to be translated from this book. They said they liked my translation and I just do it as well as I did last week. There is nothing difficult at all to me.
But that is not what I want to do now!
I’m still stuck to express my own feelings. I want to go away and disappear to the sea. Sometimes, I have to tell myself, look at the real and be brave. But in the end, everything still remains there, as people see that it is alright, but in my eyes, it is a crumbling world.
I’m really not happy about myself at all. I’m sad. Very sad.
And also lonely.